My trip to Korea is confirmed. I will be leaving on the 20th of November and will be there for a week.

Usually, I always feel happy going for holidays. What's more a big group is going. My aunts, uncles and cousins. Just love the company of my love ones and we will be having fun together as one big family. However, I just feel something that tells me I don't deserve to go.

I don't know why I feel that way but today's "winter shopping" made me even worse. Bought quite a lot of stuffs and my Mum didn't seem to mind.

The exams will arrive in a blink, wonder if I will meet expectations? I don't wanna aim high or anything but I need to do my best, at least. But then again, I don't seem to be putting in any effort.

I am sure I don't wanna get any sup paper and let any 1 down. And that includes myself...